Hi people,
I welcome you all to my world of philosophy. Poetry is something that comes straight from the heart and as we all know, we express our thoughts best on paper. So i have compiled a collection of my first attempts at poetry. Hope u all like it. I would love all kinds of comments; good or bad, coz that will encourage me to write more stuff and better stuff. So happy reading to all !! :)

- aks
(Abhinav Kumar Saxena)

Monday, 31 December 2012

May this be the end..

"May this be the end,
I cannot hold more in my heart..

May this be the end,
before everything falls apart..

May this be the end,
for a new start..

May this be the end,
for a broken heart..

May this be the end,
of my falling cards..

May this be the end,
for a better start.."

Wednesday, 26 December 2012

The love you never had

"I see you sad,
cause of the love you didn't get,
the friend you never had..
Seeing you like this makes me mad..

It's time to face the truth,
and not to cry..
One day you'll be over her,
you just have to try..
Cause one day you have to fly,
up above in the wide blue sky.."

From a friend of mine...jise likhne ka kuch khas shok nai hai, but as will know,
sangati ka asar to hota hi hota hai... ;) :p
thank you so much yaar.. :) :)

Friday, 30 November 2012

Zinda hum hai

"Teri niyamato k aagosh main zinda hum hain,
teri palko ki saaye talay zinda hum hain,
tere saaye talay beet jaaye yeh zindagi hamari,
ussi pal kay intazaar may zinda hum hai"

~aks~

Dua-1

"Humne dua ki usse tujhe hr vo pal de,
chahat thi jsi teri, tujhe vsa kl de,
kahan socha tha vo dua asaasar dikhayegi,
jisne dua kri thi tu use hi bhul chali jyegi.."

~aks~

My inside

"The love I used to feel inside,
The hate I used to fight aside,
Conquered my heart with all its might,
n now it feel so hard inside,
all im left id to deal with the dead inside.."

~aks~

Jannatay

"Jannatay mangi jub khuda se to ek pariwar de diya,
Mohabhat mangi jab khuda se to inkaar de diya,
Farishta maanga jab khuda se to ek yaar de diya,
Rehmatay maangi jab khuda se to tera pyaar de diya"

~aks~

Wednesday, 10 October 2012

Dil


"Tere bin na ye raatyen katti ab,
na ye din guzarte humre,
teri bus ek jhalak ko bhi taras gye ye nain humre..

Ye karn bhi teri aahat ko ab yun samajhne lage,
ye asht bhi tujhse milne ko ab hain taresne lage..

Teri dhadkane sun ye dil bhi ab machal jata hai,
tujhse juda hone ka soch bhi ye ab sehem jata hai.."

-aks-

Tuesday, 9 October 2012

Dua

"Jannatyen mangi jub khua se to ye pariwar de diya,

mohabhat mangi khuda se to ek inkar de diya,

farishta manga jub khuda se to ek yaar de diya,

rehemaatyen mangi jub khuda se to tera pyar de diya.."

-aks-

Monday, 8 October 2012

Zindigi

"Jane kyun aaj ye sahil fir thum gye,
jane kyun is zndigi k kinere the hum gye..

Palat k dekha is zindigi ka haal,
khadi dekh rahi thi vo hume yun nidhal..

Tub laga is raah main the hum kahan chal diye,
khud se hi khud ko the itna gava hum chal diye..

Na ki kabhi rehmat usne hum sang chalne ki,
na ki zehmat humne us sang chalne ki..

Isi ksmo-kash main the hum hr karva mita chal diye,
aaj laga ki the kitna kuch the gava hum chal diye.."

-aks-

Wednesday, 26 September 2012

Maikhane nikla..

"Tere diye gum ko bhulane maikhane nikla,
apni sakshyat ko jaam main mitne nikla,

Raah main dr pada us parvardigar ka,
socha usi se gila shikva karoon apne yaar ka,
pr yahan to vo bhi tera diwana nikla,
yahan to main hi is jug se begana nikla..

Ab to hr gum ko is shaam main mitane nikla,
khud ko ek jaam main gavene nikla,
tere diye gum ko bhulene nikla.."

-aks-

Yaad aa rha hai..

"Aaj fir kyun ye dil muskara rha hai,
hr lamha khud ko yun dauraha rha hai,
aaj fir vo zalim yaad aa rha hai..

Chor chuke they jiski yaadon ka safar hum,
aaj fir vo khud ko dauraha rha hai,
hr lamha mujhko kyun sata rha hai..

Kya kahoon kisi gair ko main,
ye dil hi kutil muskara rha hai,
aaj jane kyun vo fir yaad aa rha hai.."

-aks-

Friday, 7 September 2012

Apne

Jub apne di pe guzarti hai to har koi rota hai,
us dard ki gehari main khota hai.
Gryo ko salah dene wale to milte jate hain kai is duniya main,
sath mill rone wala lakhon main ek hi hota hai..
Agar  mila hai tujhe koi asa to kyun apni kismat ko rota hai..??
Yun to mlte nai subko ase yaar yahan,
pr milne walon se unka kadar kahan hota hai..??
Samay sang unka bichadna dil k nasur bn rota hai..
Apne dukh pe to hr koi rota hai..

-aks-

Vo chal diye

Jo kehte the kabhi ye din hum bin katte nai,
aaj begana bana kr chal diye,
in raaton main chood humne ek fasana bana kr chal diye..

Vadey kiya karte the jo humre raah gir banne ki sada,
aaj hume be raah bana kr chal diye,
vade nibhne ki sari kasme mita vo chal diye,
hume to be rha bana kr chal diye..

Zindigi k hr pehlu dikha kr chal diye,
zindigi be rang bana kr chal diye


-aks-

Saturday, 1 September 2012

Vo pal

Aaj laga ki khuda nain humpe fir vohi rehmat kr di,
hume fir vahi pal lautane ki zehmat kr di,
pr dil bhichak gya un palon ko yaad kr,
jinme unski hatal asi kr di,
laga aaj khuda nain humpe fir vohi rehmat kr di.

-aks-

Monday, 27 August 2012

Apni kismat ko kyun rota hai..??

Jub apne dil pe guzarti hai to hr koi rota hai,
us dard ki gehari main khota hai.
Gyron ko salah daine ko to mil jate hain kai is duniya main,
sath main rone wala lakhon main ek hi hota hai,
agar mila hai tujhe koi asa to kyun apni kismat ko rota hai..?
Asa subke nasib main kahan hota hai..
Yun to milte nai subko ase yaar yahan,
pr milne walao ko unka kadar kahan hota hai..
Samay sang unka bichad jana dil k nasur bn rota hai..
Fir kyun tu apni kismat ko rota hai..??
Agr mile asa insian kahin is kalyug main tujhe,
kadar krna sikh us vyakti ki sadyv,
tere insvar ka bheja hua khivaya bhi vahi hota hai.
Apne dukh pe to hr koi rota hai..

-aks-

Sunday, 12 August 2012

Vo Chand Sawal

Aaj in sawalon k jaal main asa ulja hoon main,
chand javabon k khayalon main asa khoya hoon,
jis manzil ka intizar is mn ko barso se tha,
aaj itne pass ho k bhai use kitni dur khoya hua hoon,
kya kisi kati patang ki door se km uljha hua hoon..?
aaj in sawalon k jaal main ksa uljha hua hoon.
Khaybon main bhi aaj dil k alfaz hain,
is mn k bhi aaj bekhe hue se andaaz hain,
khni thi jo unse, aaj dil main bus vahi baat hai,
main boolun ga kya, vo sochen gi kya...?
vo samjhen gi kya.? vo sochen gi kya..?
Yuhi chand sawal hain, jo aaj bun chuke aaj mn k khayal hain,
aaj in sawalon k javabon main asa khoya hua hoon,
usi kati patang ki tarahan is khaybon k asma main kahin khoya hua hoon.
Zindigi ki hakiket se koso dur soya hua hoon,
aaj in sawalon k jaal main ksa khoya hua hoon.

-aks-

Monday, 6 August 2012

Time..



Life was going well and fine,
until he met a girl better than his mind.
He fell in love but never dared to say,
as he was too shy to confess the crime the crime he just made.
Time passed by and they became good friends,
but one fine day he feared loosing the other end.
But still too shy to say,
he wrote everything to her in phrase.
She so good read well and fine but realized who had committed the crime.
She too good helped him out,
of the shyness he was always bound.
This time he did, he dared this time,
and breaking his bounds he confesses his crime.
The girl said no, but well n fine,
as they were bound to something better this time.
Life went on so well n fine that the never realized the play of time.
But when he did it was too late,
nothing went good for loves sake.
They went apart for the sake of good,
for the sake of one he still loved though
They fell apart in the month of march,
the month in which the romans fell apart.
When a kingdom that big fell with time,
he was just a puppet of time.
For the crime he never wished to say,
in less then five he was sentenced away.
Still he is a kid walking alive,
with no more instinct to commit that crime.
Hoping he does that never again,
ruining the life of others again.
But he still loves her more then her life,
and wishes her all the happiness for her future life.
Still he thinks how will survive,
with no more feelings left in his life.
But he had promised someone to never die.

-
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Hope she gets all he wished for her,
a better friend than they ever were.
I pray to god for that little soul,
that hides now in that body so cold.
May he reach his end so fast,
 the end his created him for.
May he never commit a so fine,
that makes his life well and fine.
I still don't know the end of his life,
but wish to know him from deep down inside.
As before i read this, I did something new.
I did the same crime, I just came through.
-
Met him today he is well not fine,
but still he lives for her in this crucial time.

-aks-

Better then anything ever..

Last night we talked a lot,
at that time i didn't gave it a second thought.
At that time it was just you in my mind,
no other thought even came across at time.
Then thinking about everything in my dreams so sweet,
few words of yours went deep down beneath.
You said we were not in relationship together,
for me our friendship is higher then other.
We are bound in something special,
in a better relationship then ever.
I never wished to get committed ever,
having a friend like you is better then anything ever.

-aks-

Saturday, 4 August 2012

Friendship day special.

Ye zindigi tere bin kitni adhuri hai,
Kahan koi masti tere bina puri hai,
hr lamha tere sang biteyenge,
is duniya ko ek nai kahani de jyenge.
Yun hi chalta rhega apna ye fasana,
sada yaad krga apni jodi ko ye zamana.

-aks-
FRIENDSHIP DAY ki aap sabhi ko hardik bhadhi.

Friday, 3 August 2012

Hope i was...

Deep down inside my heart there lies the most beautiful part,
that will beat for your lover sake
and will never be a bit fake.
It can fight worlds all odds with u standing on its part.
You are the most important part of my life,
without you i never could have survived.
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I m nothing without you my dear mother,
you were the only one who helped me out of difficulties what so ever.
You faced all odds with me in your womb,
you could have had me doomed.
Thank u so much for that you did for me mother,
hope i was like your desired kid ever.
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Thank u so much my dear sister,
 for accepting the most idiotic brother ever.
I know i have troubled you a lot,
still u saved me form all odds.
thanks for hiding all my secrets from mom and dad,
"i love u so much" was all i had.
All u wished for love and respect,
hope i was your desired kiddo's best.
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Thank you so much to that girl so sweet,
who became my best friend indeed.
You helped me out in the difficult times,
but never asked for returns anytime.
All u asked me was my trustworthy end,
hope i was like you desired friend.
-
Thanks to the lady who chose me for the rest of her life,
away from her parents she decided to spend her life.
You stood by me at times so dark,
when even shadow broke apart.
All you wished for was my love for your so pure heart,
hope i was like the one you had always wished for.
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Thanks to the sweetest girl of my life,
for calling me "dad" in her sweetest voice.
You filled my heart with love and joy,
 with all those sweetest morning hugs and kisses
and all the "XOXO" on my wall.
All you wish from me is my love and support,
and i promise, you will have it at all times so..

-aks-

Wednesday, 1 August 2012

Mirror..

Sweet at heart confused at mind,
counted in the few of the purest hearts of the time,
but still your mind breaks you apart..
With all the purity in the world though, u lose things u love so.
Aaaahhh..i have seen those deep dark eyes that have all the beauty tight.
I have never dived in them so but must say they have the same sweetness so.
Then i found someone too sweet, but she lies somewhere deep down beneath.
But when she plays her trick with time, she even fools her sharpest mind.
I have more to say, but i'll leave if for some other day.
May this purity remain forever, 
for which my heart will beat forever and ever.

-aks-

Sunday, 29 July 2012

Chala ja rha hoon..


Kitne armano ko liey is dil main chala ja rha hoon,
Kitne afsano ko liey is dil main chala ja rha hoon,
kl is zindigi k safar main hum rhe ya na rhen,
apne armano ko haqeeqat kiey ja rha hoon,
jane kitne armano ka bhoj liey chala ja rha hoon,
abhi to is zindigi k safar main jiey ja rha hoon.
kai raaten ayen thi is safar main,
unko apni lau se roshan  kiey ja rha hoon,
zindigi k safar main jiey ja rha hoon.
yun to kei sangi sathi miltein hain yahan,
pr chend ko apne dil main liey chala ja rha hoon,
is zindigi k safar main jiey ja rha hoon..

-aks-

Likh rha hoon..


Aaj apne dil ki vo baat likh rha hoon,
apne dil main chupi vo baat likh rha hoon,
jin sapno ko raat din dekhti thi ye aakhen,
aaj un khyboon k alfaz likh rha hoon,
aaj apne dil ki vo baat likh rha hoon.
Jis lahme k ane ka mano barson se tha intizar hume,
aaj uske liey alfaz likh rha hoon,
dil k tarno ki nai saazz likh rha hoon,
aaj un khyboon k alfaz likh rha hoon,
aaj apne dil ki vo baat likh rha hoon..

-aks-

Vo tujhse pyar krta rha.



Aaj bhi vo tujhse pyar krta rha,
tere laut aane ka intizar krta hai,
meri samjhne ki hr koshish nakam krta rha,
vo bus tujhse pyar krta rha..
Jub tu chod k chaligai use us fasene main,
mano khushi hi chin lithi uski zamane nain,
tub bhi tera hi aaitbar krta rha,
bechara tub bhi tujhse pyar krta rha..
Aaj kafan main band dekho so rha hai,
such pucho to aaj bhi apne ko na ro rha hai,
tujhe na pa pane k dukh mainase so rha hai,
bus ek lamha tujhe muskarete dekhne ki khuvash thi uski,
usi k pura na hone pe rho rha hai,
apni maut pe bhi khud ko hi ro rha hai.

"Hr us tute dil ki yaad main, jo apne man se ladta rha,
Us kisi ek ko pane ki chah main marta rha..!!"

-aks-

Thursday, 26 July 2012

Kavita


Aakhir ek kavita kahan se aati hai..??
Lekhek ki klam se ya kisi aayn rang se aati hai...??
Jo itna kuch keh jati hai..aakhir ye likhi kaha se jati hai..??
Har vyakti k jivan main mano dhal si jati hai,
Khushi ho ya gum apna sa bana jati hai..
Aakhir ye likhi kaha se jati hai..??
Kabhi pucha hai kisi ne us lekhak k dil ka hal,
jub vo kr rha hota hai apni kalam se kamal..??
Kalam main dil ki sihai bhari jati hai,
hr kavita uske bitee hue kal se hi aati hai..
Jub chumte hue hoto ki lali se aati hai,
to lakhin k dilo ki dhadkan dn jati hai,
jub unhi tuti dhadkano se aati hai,
to lakhon ki palkon ko num kr jati hai...
Hr lakhek ka jeevan baya kr jati hai,
hr kavita usi k dil se aati hai..

-aks-

Sands of time


Life :
Was thinking abt how awesome it was,
then came someone to be its part..
She changed my life, she claimed my life,
She changed my views towards life..
It became so meaningful and so nice,
i dnt even care of claiming my copyrights..
She never stole, but she never asked,
and just took away everything from my part,
my life, my heart, my creativity too,
making her smile became my duty too..
I m glad she did this theft so lage,
which made my life stand apart..
She made it so meaningful and so nice,
for the first time i stared loving my life..
Today she claims she was never mine,
and here i return to the sands of time..

-aks-

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

Glass of love.


There comes always an hour,
when drink speaks louder then heart,
but for me it was never so, i never filled my glass though.
Then you brimmed my glass with wine, known as love from early times.
My heart got infected though, but never but never lost its craze so.
The wine ended on a day so, that my heart died few days ago.
Hung on the wall of time, with a garland just so fine,
n now when that glass speaks louder then ever,
u claim that i'v changed for ever.



-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Sapne..


Palko k shaminey main palte hain sapne kai,
Apne hi nazrano main ye panapte hain kahin,
Is zamane ki dhoop main jal kr bahi jo bhadta rhe,
Aage chal haquiten bante hain vahi,
Palko tele to sapne palte hain kai..!!


-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Guilt left in my heart..

I still have some guilt left in my heart,
Like a needle it always hurts me hard,
Its sweet, but still too painfull to feel,
It makes me always fall apart,
I still have some guilt left in my heart...


-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Monday, 23 July 2012

Yaaden..



In raho main rahi ko jate hain kahin,
kiey he vada ko jate hain kahin,
Zindigi bhar yari nibhane k vade kiya krte the jo,
aaj sun k bhi ansuna kr jate hain kahin,
shayad hi hum uhne yaad aate hain kabhi,
pr jub vo is dil ko yaad aate hai, 
in aakhonko nam kr jate hain sabhi,
yaaron k vade yaad aate hain sabhi,
vo lamhe un sang satate hain abhi.
aaj abhi bahot yaad aate hain sabhi. :'(



-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Sunday, 22 July 2012

Pyar krti rahi


Ye zindigi, aaj bhi unse pyar karti rhai,
unke lafzon se un alfazon ka intizar karti rahi,
un lahmon k fir laut aane ka intizar karti rahi,
intizar hi intizar main guzar gai sadiyan kai,
pr ye saali aaj bhi unka intizar karti rahi,
aaj bhi un bitey hue lahmon se pyar karti rahi,
sub kuch jante hue bhi unse pyar karti rahi..

-aks-

Likhte the hum..

Likhte the hum zindigi shok ko,
Na jane kub yun kissa bn gai,
Bittey hue hr lahme sang, zindigi ka hissa bn gai,
In aakhon k hr aasoon ki gavah bn gai,
Aaj ye kavita hi is zindigi ki wafa bn gai..



-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Saturday, 21 July 2012

Naam humara hoga..


Zarre zarre main naam humara ho ga,
dil ki hr kitab main bhi fasana mumara ho ga,
pr is zindigi ka kusur asa,
ki hr "THINGS NOT TO BE DONE" heading k niche,
example humara hi hoga...... :p ;)
          
-aks

Time 1.


Life was going well and fine, until he met a girl better than his mind,
He fell in love but never dared to say,
As he was too shy to confess the crime the crime he just made.
Time passed by and they became good friends,
But one fine day he feared loosing the other end,
But still too shy to say, he wrote everything to her in phrase,
She so good read well and fine but realized who had committed the crime,
She too good helped him out, of the shyness he was always bound.
This time he did, he dared this time and breaking his bounds he confesses his crime.
The girl said no, but well n fine, as they were bound to something better this time.
Life went on so well n fine that the never realized the play of time,
But when he did it was too late, nothing went good for loves sake.
They went apart for the sake of good
For the sake of one he still loved though
They fell apart in the month of march, the month in which the romans fell apart.
When a kingdom that big fell with time, he was just a puppet of time.
They met again and again they part
With just hopes and faith in heart,
Hopes to meet up soon again and faith for their future boom again.
May their love never lets them down, and soon they meet up in some town,
May their lives go well and fine, with the brightest future for their minds,
May this loves goes on and on with only roses and no thorns,
With all the wishes I could make, I pray to god for their loves sake.
I still dnt know the end of their life, but with to know them from deep down inside,
As before I read this, I did something new,
I did the same crime, I just came through……….
-          Met them today, they are well and fine,
 Still  living for each other in this crucial time.
I pray to god just once again, to make a lover that better again,
For me, my life, my nearing end.
Seems I made my wish in just the right time,
He blessed me with a girl that pure and fine.


-aks

Zindigi fir panap jati hai ye..


Khybon k gharondon main jb hakikten rang mitati hain,
zindigi k tute hue asma ko fir bana jati hain,
jin parindo k thapadon se tuta tha ye asman,
aaj unhi parindon ko jhulasne se bachati hai,
zindigi fir panap jati hai ye.
jin rag giron ne iski lau bhujai thi kabhi,
aaj unhi ko shama se rah dikhati hai ye,
koi kitna bhi jatan kr le magar,
zindigi fir panap hi jati hai ye.
kabhi jn tufani ne moda tha ise,
kabhi jn badlon ki garaj ne toda tha ise,
aaj unhi k astitv ki vajha bn jati hai ye,
zindigi fir panap jati hai ye.....


-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Zinda hain hum



Un lahmon k rehmo kram pe zinda hain hum,
unhi k keson ki mehek pe zinda hain hum,
is zindigi ki lau to kbki bhuj gai thi,
aaj unhi k alfazo ko sunne ko zinda hain hum.

-aks-

Chl diey


Jinki khyushion pe fida ye sara jahan.
Jinki muskrath se hi gunjta hai ye mn yahan.
Aaj vo ek naya sama bana k chl diey,
baton baton main hume humre hi marne ki char vajah bata k chl diey... 




-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Zindigi


Chand lafzon main simat k reh gai hai zindigi.
Chand lahmon main simat k reh gai hai zindigi.
Aaj ye jo hai na kl ho in sawalon main,
ulajh k reh gai hai ye zindigi. 


-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.

Astitv


Aaj ye dil apne astitv ko maon lad rha hai,
Sapno k gharondon se ye jse dar rha hai,
jin gharondon se kabhi ashyan banaya krte the hum,
aaj unhi k bojh se ye dil chuur-chuur ho rha hai,
aaj mano apne astitv ko ye dil ro rha hai.
Jin iradon nai hume chalna sikhya,
jin sitaron nai hume uedna sikhya,
aaj unhi k bojh se  ye dil ro rha hai,
aaj jse apna astitv ko ye dil kho rha hai.
jin parindo k cheak se cheak utha tha ye mn,
aaj unhi k aane pe bhi sehm jata sa hai mn.
phulon ki mehk jiski subha khil uthti thi kabhi,
aaj katon ki dagar p chala ja rha vo mn,
aaj apne astitv pe mano ro rha sa hai mn.
aaj apne astitv ko mano lad rha sa hai mn.


-aks-
Photography: Sagar Kapoor Photography.