Apni kismat ko kyun rota hai..??

Jub apne dil pe guzarti hai to hr koi rota hai,

us dard ki gehari main khota hai.

Gyron ko salah daine ko to mil jate hain kai is duniya main,

sath main rone wala lakhon main ek hi hota hai,

agar mila hai tujhe koi asa to kyun apni kismat ko rota hai..?

Asa subke nasib main kahan hota hai..

Yun to milte nai subko ase yaar yahan,

pr milne walao ko unka kadar kahan hota hai..

Samay sang unka bichad jana dil k nasur bn rota hai..
Fir kyun tu apni kismat ko rota hai..??

Agr mile asa insian kahin is kalyug main tujhe,

kadar krna sikh us vyakti ki sadyv,

tere insvar ka bheja hua khivaya bhi vahi hota hai.
Apne dukh pe to hr koi rota hai..

-aks-

Vo Chand Sawal

Aaj in sawalon k jaal main asa ulja hoon main,

chand javabon k khayalon main asa khoya hoon,

jis manzil ka intizar is mn ko barso se tha,

aaj itne pass ho k bhai use kitni dur khoya hua hoon,

kya kisi kati patang ki door se km uljha hua hoon..?

aaj in sawalon k jaal main ksa uljha hua hoon.

Khaybon main bhi aaj dil k alfaz hain,

is mn k bhi aaj bekhe hue se andaaz hain,

khni thi jo unse, aaj dil main bus vahi baat hai,

main boolun ga kya, vo sochen gi kya...?

vo samjhen gi kya.? vo sochen gi kya..?

Yuhi chand sawal hain, jo aaj bun chuke aaj mn k khayal hain,

aaj in sawalon k javabon main asa khoya hua hoon,

usi kati patang ki tarahan is khaybon k asma main kahin khoya hua hoon.

Zindigi ki hakiket se koso dur soya hua hoon,

aaj in sawalon k jaal main ksa khoya hua hoon.

-aks-

Time..

Life was going well and fine,

until he met a girl better than his mind.

He fell in love but never dared to say,

as he was too shy to confess the crime the crime he just made.

Time passed by and they became good friends,

but one fine day he feared loosing the other end.

But still too shy to say,

he wrote everything to her in phrase.

She so good read well and fine but realized who had committed the crime.

She too good helped him out,

of the shyness he was always bound.

This time he did, he dared this time,

and breaking his bounds he confesses his crime.

The girl said no, but well n fine,

as they were bound to something better this time.

Life went on so well n fine that the never realized the play of time.

But when he did it was too late,

nothing went good for loves sake.

They went apart for the sake of good,

for the sake of one he still loved though

They fell apart in the month of march,

the month in which the romans fell apart.

When a kingdom that big fell with time,

he was just a puppet of time.

For the crime he never wished to say,

in less then five he was sentenced away.

Still he is a kid walking alive,

with no more instinct to commit that crime.

Hoping he does that never again,

ruining the life of others again.

But he still loves her more then her life,

and wishes her all the happiness for her future life.

Still he thinks how will survive,

with no more feelings left in his life.

But he had promised someone to never die.

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Hope she gets all he wished for her,

a better friend than they ever were.

I pray to god for that little soul,

that hides now in that body so cold.

May he reach his end so fast,

 the end his created him for.

May he never commit a so fine,

that makes his life well and fine.

I still don't know the end of his life,

but wish to know him from deep down inside.

As before i read this, I did something new.

I did the same crime, I just came through.

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Met him today he is well not fine,

but still he lives for her in this crucial time.

-aks-

Better then anything ever..

Last night we talked a lot,

at that time i didn't gave it a second thought.

At that time it was just you in my mind,

no other thought even came across at time.

Then thinking about everything in my dreams so sweet,

few words of yours went deep down beneath.

You said we were not in relationship together,

for me our friendship is higher then other.

We are bound in something special,

in a better relationship then ever.

I never wished to get committed ever,

having a friend like you is better then anything ever.

-aks-

Friendship day special.

Ye zindigi tere bin kitni adhuri hai,

Kahan koi masti tere bina puri hai,

hr lamha tere sang biteyenge,

is duniya ko ek nai kahani de jyenge.

Yun hi chalta rhega apna ye fasana,

sada yaad krga apni jodi ko ye zamana.

-aks-

FRIENDSHIP DAY ki aap sabhi ko hardik bhadhi.

Hope i was...

Deep down inside my heart there lies the most beautiful part,

that will beat for your lover sake

and will never be a bit fake.

It can fight worlds all odds with u standing on its part.

You are the most important part of my life,

without you i never could have survived.

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I m nothing without you my dear mother,

you were the only one who helped me out of difficulties what so ever.

You faced all odds with me in your womb,

you could have had me doomed.

Thank u so much for that you did for me mother,

hope i was like your desired kid ever.

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Thank u so much my dear sister,

 for accepting the most idiotic brother ever.

I know i have troubled you a lot,

still u saved me form all odds.

thanks for hiding all my secrets from mom and dad,

"i love u so much" was all i had.

All u wished for love and respect,

hope i was your desired kiddo's best.

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Thank you so much to that girl so sweet,

who became my best friend indeed.

You helped me out in the difficult times,

but never asked for returns anytime.

All u asked me was my trustworthy end,

hope i was like you desired friend.

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Thanks to the lady who chose me for the rest of her life,

away from her parents she decided to spend her life.

You stood by me at times so dark,

when even shadow broke apart.

All you wished for was my love for your so pure heart,

hope i was like the one you had always wished for.

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Thanks to the sweetest girl of my life,

for calling me "dad" in her sweetest voice.

You filled my heart with love and joy,

 with all those sweetest morning hugs and kisses

and all the "XOXO" on my wall.

All you wish from me is my love and support,

and i promise, you will have it at all times so..

-aks-

Mirror..

Sweet at heart confused at mind,

counted in the few of the purest hearts of the time,

but still your mind breaks you apart..

With all the purity in the world though, u lose things u love so.

Aaaahhh..i have seen those deep dark eyes that have all the beauty tight.

I have never dived in them so but must say they have the same sweetness so.

Then i found someone too sweet, but she lies somewhere deep down beneath.

But when she plays her trick with time, she even fools her sharpest mind.

I have more to say, but i'll leave if for some other day.

May this purity remain forever, 

for which my heart will beat forever and ever.

-aks-